Patrick J. Derilus – Pain Lyrics
Pain is when you're stuck in a house for days
And the sun's down on you, set ablaze
I know pain because I've been through it all
Suicidal thoughts, about to fall
On the verge of crying, like a bitch
On the verge of dying, about to twitch
Depression hit me hard, like a whip
I ain't down with drugs, but I'm about to flip
I couldn't control it, mood was fucking up
I couldn't hold it, I was fucking up
Please forgive me Pac, for spitting on your beat
Because to be honest, I deserve no seat
I had no woman, for twenty years
Now that's pain for ya, even for your peers
Love is all I want, but it's hard to get
Do I have to knife her throat and threat?
Nah chill, I never will
I sweat bullets for the next day I live
Because I might endure pain that might relive
Disrespected by my mother
Disowned by my father
Loved by no other
Why even bother?
And the sun's down on you, set ablaze
I know pain because I've been through it all
Suicidal thoughts, about to fall
On the verge of crying, like a bitch
On the verge of dying, about to twitch
Depression hit me hard, like a whip
I ain't down with drugs, but I'm about to flip
I couldn't control it, mood was fucking up
I couldn't hold it, I was fucking up
Please forgive me Pac, for spitting on your beat
Because to be honest, I deserve no seat
I had no woman, for twenty years
Now that's pain for ya, even for your peers
Love is all I want, but it's hard to get
Do I have to knife her throat and threat?
Nah chill, I never will
I sweat bullets for the next day I live
Because I might endure pain that might relive
Disrespected by my mother
Disowned by my father
Loved by no other
Why even bother?
