Esther Lyrics

[Verse 1]
It was late one fall night at a fairground near town
When Esther first saw the Armenian man
Who groveled toward her and stood by her side
With a bucket that swung in his hand

[Verse 2]
His grin stretched the folds of his pasty white cheeks
And his lips hurled a dollop of murk on the curb
And the lights from the rides showed a mischievous sparkle
That flashed in his hollow eyed stare

[Verse 3]
He said "Little girl, you can chop off my legs
And then peel off my socks if you want to
But I'd rather you took this old puppet from me
That I hold in my pail as we speak"

[Verse 4]
And he stood looking down at the innocent girl
And she stared at the bucket, bewildered
Then he lifted the doll for the young girl to see
And a giant smile grew on his face

[Hook 1]
She saw the doll's eyes and she couldn't resist
And she thanked the man quickly and ran to the church
And she burst through the door with puppet held high
And a hush filled the chapel, and the people looked mean
[Refrain 1]
Esther tried in vain to pacify the mob
Quibble grew to spat, to wrangle, then to brawl
The frenzied congregation struggled desperately to fetch
The pretty puppet snugly nestled deep in Esther's leather sack

[Verse 5]
Through the window of the church a storm began to rage
And Esther knew the time had come to flee
She scurried down the aisle toward the doorway in the distance
And out into the rainstorm, where she felt she would be free

[Verse 6]
But the wind was blowing harder and her skirt began to billow
Until finally her feet began to lift
And she rose above the houses and the people and the chimneys
And Esther and the doll were set adrift

[Hook 2]
Floating higher over the hills
And the valleys and treetops, they'd flutter and glide
Soaring and turning, suspended on air
With the earth far below them they'd tumble and dive through the clouds

[Instrumental Break]
[Post-Break]
And she began to plummet earthward
'Til she landed in the nasty part of town

[Bridge 1]
She glanced about the village, sure to find the evil men
Who rob and pillage in the darkest hour of night
Nervously she fumbled for the pouch
That held the puppet on her rump

[Bridge 2]
Feeling quite outnumbered, Esther hid behind
A nearby pile of lumber, where she waited 'til the dawn
'Cause it would have been a blunder to succumb
To a hoodlum on the prowl

[Refrain 2]
When the morning came, she wandered through the streets
Along the chilly lake that lay beside the town
At last a peaceful moment, but she thought she heard a sound
It was an angry mob of joggers coming up to knock her down

[Verse 9]
As Esther stood and shook her head, the joggers were approaching
And she knew she had no choice left but to swim
As the frosty water sank its bitter teeth into her hide
She tried to slide the heavy clothing from her skin
[Verse 10]
Naked now she made her way toward the shore
When suddenly she felt a tiny tugging at her toe
And the puppet she'd forgotten wrapped its tiny little arms
Around her ankle and it wouldn't let her go

[Hook 3]
The waves seemed to open and swallow her whole
As the doll pulled her down through the eerie green deep
And the sound of the laughing old man filled her ears
As she drifted away to a tranquil and motionless sleep

[Instrumental Outro]

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About

Genius Annotation

“Esther” made its debut in the live Phish repertoire on September 12th, 1988 at Sam’s Tavern in Burlington, VT. The lyrics in this original version would differ significantly from what songwriter and vocalist Trey Anastasio would come back with five months later, when, in the song’s second appearance, the lyrics would take the form that continue to present day.

The historians at Phish.net give a succinct summary of the narrative content of the song:

Girl goes to fairground. Girl meets Armenian man. Armenian man gives girl doll. Girl flies around and encounters many angry people. Girl jumps naked into lake. Doll pulls girl beneath surface of water, drowning her. And so the thread of yet another human existence is cut short by the scissors of badness.

The story, presented over a soundtrack both carnivalesque and ethereal, was a frequent part of Phish live sets in the first half of the 90s, but has since faded into rarity status.

Although the title character is not directly referenced in Anastasio’s The Man Who Stepped Into Yesterday project, there is a musical connection as Anastasio repurposes the transitional music between that older project’s songs for the instrumental section that precedes Esther’s “plummet earthward.”

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