[Verse 1: Smaka-G]
Let me jump into this, it's quick but screw it I'm pissed
I was a slave to her loving, and I wound up with nothing
Just a scar that's so numbing, can't see my own future coming
My eyes see dark in the light, when there's peace they see plight
She ripped my heart in the night, in the day she stole sight
She committed a murder, but the casket was empty
Man, you shoulda heard her, she wore a jacket of envy
I was going away, and she was staying at home
A peasant she stayed, while I hopped up on my throne
She didn't like what she saw, a man now at the top
So she went right for my jaw, to get me to stop
Out of nowhere it took her time to pick up the phone
Claiming she was busy but we both knew she was alone
I thought it was cute, that she was jealous so much
But pull the trigger and shoot, relegate me to a crutch?
That's what it felt like she did, when the talking all stopped
I guess a positive thing, my cell phone bill dropped
That's the best that I've got, to pull from 2 years
All the hurt that she brought, can't be healed by a few beers
Yeah I tried drinking, it only heightened the pain
I also tried blazing, the thoughts drove me insane
But back to the tale
Yeah back to my story
Of a heart that's been impaled, and how no one says poor me
It's not like I expect it, then again I did from her
But when I tried to fix shit, she could not be conferred
She said she found god, but that's what she called me
Our conversations were broad, we talked of doing the deed
And our breed, and how we'd feed them
Our family life in Dena discussed in the PM
Often times it stretched into the AM
Looking back at the texts on my phone I say I hate them

[Verse 2: Smaka-G]
Ok so maybe I don't, ok maybe I miss her
But could you blame me after all the times that I kissed her?
But now I'm piss to her, just a stain on her life's shirt
And now I'm apprehensive when a girl is a nice flirt
Haunted by all the good, I thought I once had
It went up like a house of wood, under a launch pad
But now I'm the one that's up top riding the ship
I'm the captain of my own fate a holster of pride at my hip
I got my sights on the sun, it's light I will obtain
It's time that I won, and inflict on her all of the pain
But even though I'm confident in my ability to shine
Something deep inside still wants what's rightfully mine
She owed me her love, she owed me affection
Wanna take off the gloves, and make my collection
On second thought I need to be the bigger man
After all she hurt me with her words and caressed me with her hand
I know they all say it's darkest before dawn
But there's still no sunshine when she's gone