At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
Candles lit, sweat dripping down my neck
The only feeling that I never forget is fear
Feel my heart skip tell me will I disappear?
I can feel the insanity building!
I feel em' watching me even when I'm watching the ceiling
My friends phoney, half of em' is actors and rats
And I could be a chiropractor the way I'm watching my back
My girl say "you never trust me, you're something else!"
How can I trust you when I don't even trust myself
I'm selfish
Dodge help when I'm helpless
Nobody else can help me until they felt this!
Man, I'm so alone
I hear my head ringing or maybe it's just the phone
My heartbeat burn, beating outta my chest
I'm past feeling depressed I feel fucking possessed
I'm so, so

[Hook: Haley]
So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down
My dreams keep falling
So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down
My dreams keep falling

They say the grass always greener on the other side
I say that shit's a muthafuckin lie!
Cuz even my best days stay covered in haze
I smoke weed just to cover my RAGE or maybe, maybe
I smoke weed just because I'm afraid of everything in life
That goes the opposite of right
Every night's a fist fight, I gotta take a hit
I don't know if I'm scared of my life or scared of the trip
Mentality of addiction I can't tell the difference between dreams and reality
Shit is sickening
I have visions that talk and I listen
Making predictions of dark futures that I could live in
I wanna quit but the same shit holdin' me up is tearing me down, down
I can't stop now
Shaking
Thinking of puttin' the pot down
The lighter is hot now
The pain is forgot now
I'm...

[Hook]