[Zen Verse 1](Phe)
Nightmares been keeping me up
I ain't been sleeping lately
I hate to see her face (I hate to see her face)
Her face been creepy lately
Its fixated in place
Memories vivid lately
Reminded that I fucked up
And that ain't no secret lady
My past been haunting me
Take a breath and calm down
But I'm so shaken
I hate that shit, had to go down
I can't escape that fact
Dark visions all in my dreams
I killed us though
I killed myself it would seem
So I pen this ballad of requiem

[Hook] (Phe)
You're in my thoughts (Hey)
You're in my soul (Hey)
You're another loss
Loss all control (Loss all control)
And I think I'm never going back (Think I'm never going back)
I think I lost my focus
I focused on the enemy
But lost it to a foe
I know they see no difference (I know they see no difference babe)
But you and I, we know

You're in my thoughts (Hey)
You're in my soul (Hey)
You're another loss
Loss all control
And I think I'm never going back (Think I'm never going back)
I think I lost my focus
I focused on the enemy
But lost it to a foe
I know they see no difference (I know they see no difference babe)
But you and I, we know (We do)

[Zen Verse 2] (Phe)
I hate the pain, I hate the pain
Embedded in my veins
And all that extra strain
Embedded in my brain
It keeps on stressing me out
And now I've gone insane
Take me away, take me away
It'll never be the same
In her eyes is malice
Through my eyes there's damage
Now she is damaged goods (Now she is damaged goods, and there ain't no way)
And I see no way 'round it
We were living in the moment
But now I cannot stand it
Cause I lost not in a moment
With no understanding
Of reality around me
Shit, I'm so astounded
Damn I lost my heart
I just wish someone had found it
To return it to its place
The place where it was founded

[Hook]

[Zen]
So I set it all motion
When I wrote this
Lost focus
I threw this all away
Hope you noticed that I noticed
That's potent
No fun
And I know I have no right
Because we're done
I'm just lost inside my thoughts
You can tell them that they won
That they won (x2)

[Phe]
I tried, I cried
Just waiting and hoping that you'd stay
You walked out
I saw you see it, then let go when it came around
It's not me, I'm not her, I'll find it somehow
I do, do
I do babe, I do baby
I do