Does this need explaining?

This song was originally meant for “Ellipsis”, the mixtape I’m working on that succeeds “Shades of Grey”. So it’s symbolically saying I thought the struggles and nightmares from Shades of Grey would pass as we progressed onto something else, considering she inspired a lot of Shades of Grey but there were a lot of problems we had that we thought we’d get past.

Also, in the literal sense. I literally fell asleep with her one night and had a very gruesome, graphic nightmare and woke up kissing on her stomache trying to calm the fear down, I was literally shaking and in a cold sweat.

Out of many different women, she was the only one I wanted to keep.

After deciding I should end things with this girl, I re-decided that it wasn’t time to give up yet.

30-70?
40-60?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCVRE6qXdwU

This song picks up with a new woman, previously unmentioned, and the questioning of whether she helps or holds back my development.

The setting Winter 2010, a verse dealing with loss of faith and direction.

A verse dealing with the end of the world, the [un]faithfulness of church girls, and the loss of faith. With the final line feeding into “Atlas Shrugged” the last track to Cacoethes Scribendi.

While I was always spiritual and studied the Bible, she was the girl who introduced me to organized religion and the church. The last time I spent with her that year was a 7 day road trip and a few days after, upon returning home I was leaning towards full atheism. So in a way it seemed she had given me religion, then taken my soul, in the sense I no longer believed in God at all.

Even when her expression isn’t conveying depression, I know her well enough to see that the pain is always there.