Peep the most important thing, they got no help
Even when things were tried, it did not help
#AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

Sometimes even help is not help. Some things work for some and not others. And some tactics are simply unhelpful, period. Either way, the suicidal person is not to blame. IT DID NOT HELP.

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Turn, dollars to dust, gold to glitter #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

This imagery should help the listener understand the pain we feel — the superhuman ability to destroy anything

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Perfectionist or negative, whatever you call it
It's the feeling that, everything you touch, you spoil it
#AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

No matter how it’s viewed, the feeling is that everything in which you are involved goes wrong.

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Though the times is hard
And your soul is scarred
All you see is, rainy days
Still don't throw your life away
#AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

Written by 7-time Grammy Nominee LAW, this hook perfectly sums up this song: I understand that life is hard, probably more so for you. And it does seem that every day it’s pouring rain (metaphorically). But that does not mean your life is worthless or that it shouldn’t be experienced. (There are people who can help!)

https://soundcloud.com/awkword/rainy-daze-ft-main-flow-rickie-jacobs-mojo-dujeous-prod-aqua-league

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'they gotta understand that it seems so bad' #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

As signified by the quotes, in this line I am speaking on behalf of the suicidal person, trying to make others understand how bad it feels.

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I don't blame my five friends #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

I don’t blame my friends who have taken their own life, because I know the pain felt too great to bear.

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I live for my sister, my mom's honor, that's all #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

What keeps me from taking my own life? Knowing that my sister’s needs me and would be destroyed if I took my own life; and knowing that my mother (RIP; see below) would never want me to succumb.

https://soundcloud.com/awkword/thank-you-a-tribute-to-my-mommy

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And we ain't ask to be born so it ain't our fault
But excuses is excuses, and nothing more
#AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

Nobody asks to be born. We end up here and are expected to flourish, and be appreciative. Some of us, born into poverty, for example, or born different in some way, may find life here anything but worth celebrating. The responsibility should not lie entirely with the subject, as he/she did not choose this existence. However, and this is critical, being at the mercy of God or chance is not an excuse that allows for the subject to act in a way that harms others. So, while I relate to and empathize with the suicidal individual, I want him/her to know that there are better answers than taking one’s own life.

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In japan they call it falling, on your sword #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

In Japan, suicide has long been seen as an honorable way to die. It is called Seppuku.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seppuku

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Everything is relative #AaronSwartz by AWKWORD (Ft. L*A*W) 33

This theme comes up often in my music. As Thomas Kuhn writes, things that may be considered fact today may not be down the road, and things that are true for one culture may not be for another. For example, before Columbus, the earth WAS flat — this was considered FACT. And, of course, a practice that is commonplace in one culture may be completely taboo in another. An example of this: suicide in Japan (see following line).

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