My notes prepare me. They keep me on task, and they help me recall my creative musings. But what if leaving the notes becomes the final act itself? And what happens when the notes start writing themselves, and they all say “no”?

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I was never meant to be normal, or simple. Since day one, I’ve altered the status quo. I’ve never felt quite right when not breaking down barriers. And that sometimes means making people uncomfortable.

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Listening to and creating music keep the demons away.

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A lot of people have asked, how did this collaboration come about, where was it recorded, what was it like shooting the video, etc. To learn about the whole experience, check out my comments on the RefinedHype.com post, the first time I disclosed some info – and learn more by watching/listening to/reading my various interviews…

Refined Hype: http://www.refinedhype.com/hyped/entry/awkword-bars-hooks

AWKWORD Interviews: http://www.awkwordrap.com/interviews-press/interviews

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RxMJ43kdlw

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I am NOT afraid to admit to White Guilt. We (White People) should ALL feel it. Until things are equal and just. As long as it’s Just-Us, I’ll be open and honest about my intentions to make change, and to being responsible as a middle-class, heterosexual man who is not a person of color. Meanwhile, don’t sleep: My claim to this is real. I am Hip Hop, as much as anybody out. Learn more:

http://rapgenius.com/Outside-the-lines-with-rap-genius-new-podcast-awkword-47-lyrics

http://www.awkwordrap.com/blog/awkword-gets-personal-on-dangerous-conversation-radio-with-scott-ledger

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Don’t trust the police. And keep your fucking mouth shut.

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BEWARE, we are coming.

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Although I don’t know what it’s like to be afraid to walk home in my own neighborhood, in fear that I might be shot for pulling out my own keys. But I do know firsthand what it’s like to be abused by cops, and I have friends incarcerated and in various other stages of the cycle.

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