Because it’s the fourth time I’m referencing the Die Hard movie series, I use Justin Long’s name instead of Bruce Willis because Justin co-starred in Die Hard 4, aka Live Free or Die Hard.

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I accept that it’s my fault that it’s my fault that I lost her and pushed her away…but not having her is DRIVING me CRAZY…hence, the ROAD I’m on now is INSANE.

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Without having her around, nothing feels the same anymore. Nothing loos the same, nothing tastes the same. I’m lost in the world like Alice in Wonderland.

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All the bullshit of our society is stressing me out and leading to my smoking habit. And when I’m high, I become so deep in thought that she may get the idea that I’m thinking about things that are deep and intricate…such as marriage or other large steps in life.

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The fake people, fake friends, conspiracies and other falsehoods of our society and government are always weighing heavy on my mind, as the system seems to be set up for me to fail.

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Once again I’m daydreaming and my mind is lost somewhere in space.

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Getting over her is as difficult as breaking a bad habit. So the habit dies hard. Die Hard is also a movie that Bruce Willis stars in.

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I’m working hard to make it big and give her everything she could ever want.

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People often complain that rap lyrics are too vulgar, but you understand that when I use certain words that I mean no harm because it’s just a part of the culture. And despite the fact that rappers also use nicer terms at times, the public still picks out our flaws and denies our positive messages.

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Things may not have been perfect, but I’m telling her to stop focusing on the past mistakes. Murphy’s law states “anything that can go wrong, will go wrong”. If Murphy’s law is indeed true, then it’s one law that we’ll have to break.

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