You know. V. Vag. What a terrible vag having a vendetta.
Anyways, a way to say, “yes yes… I’m a chick rhyming… I will kill you, though. Have you seen Vendetta? You don’t want that.”

That’s a mean way to start a rhyme, Jean.

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In this day and age, we’ve become so accustomed to forging relationships with numerous ways of texting to each other.

The degrees of separation play a part in having to still see an exes name. Be continuously reminded of them, even if you don’t see or hear of them.

Should I delete you from my chat? My contacts? Block you on Twitter? Unfriend you on Facebook? etc…

Sometimes we choose not to and hope that there will not be a twinge of emotions when we happen to see that name pop up,
that it will just look like another word.

Hahaaaaa… yeaaah. deep. lol. rap hands

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Davey, who contributed a suggestion below, is absolutely right. It’s a reference to “The Nothing” from “The Neverending Story.”

Then yes, in this case, the story did end…kinda… okay, yes… lol.

Good job, on that one Davey!

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This speaks to the “yeah, you love me” but… you love the “idea of me.”
Kinda sad, but I’ve experienced it a lot.

I know this is a crazy line that speaks to people in different ways…
I know.

For me… man. It’s a few things.

It’s hard to try and date someone who knows the history of your music. Especially mine, because it’s so personal.

I understand the notion of thinking you know me via the music.
That’s not all of me.

I understand thinking in THEORY that something should work out.

That’s not always true. Mostly not.

I understand wanting what you’re “supposed” to want.

None of these things work out.

The idea of this song is to be happy. Find happiness in you being honest with what YOU want and need, first.
Be cool with closing doors on stuff. It’s difficult.

Take care of yourself.
Love deserves to be real. Not just theoretical.

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Damn you, liquor!

You gave me the feeling of the possibility of reconciliation! YOU BASTAAARD!!!
Even so, don’t we all miss the ways of banter, or conversation that we shared with that person.
You know you do, man. Word up.
It’s nice to have it back, momentarily maybe…but at what cost?

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We had been to so many places in our relationship.
We tried to start over, many times. It never felt like starting over with no carry over from old shit.

The decision to finally quit, especially in a marriage, regardless of what point we were at, is a huge step.
What did we gain from this?

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Someone commented that this countdown was “pretentious” because it was in French.
Shut the fuck up.
It’s in French because I made this decision, on this relationship, after a trip to France.

All of this is very personal.
Not in a hyped up way.
Not in a pretentious way.
In a “this is really my life” way.

Right. So… that’s why.

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I’m not you, or who you think I’m supposed to be.
Trust me.
This is not an everyday situation.

I think a lot of us need to be really cool with saying that out loud.
You don’t fucking fit in.
Cool.
Neither do I.

The point of this song is to embrace your artistry.
Embrace all the bullshit that comes with it.
Understand it.
Be fucking cool with that shit.
Deal.
Be great.

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It would be really nice to find a dude to share my life with…

AWWW JEAN… AWhttp://WWW...

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I want you to ride with me… On a cruise though, so you make the decision to not have to get off the ride for a while.
Also… Cruise. Tom .

Then foolery.

See what I did there? lol.

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