I kinda got tired of making empty promises over time, so if I made another one, I’d probably just feel so bad I’d want to.. leave.

Reference to the original “wicked games” song by The Weeknd. He says

“Bring your love baby I can bring my shame.
Bring the drugs baby i can bring my pain.”

I’m just saying here that if the girl I’m talking about actually loved me as much as I loved drugs, she’d probably end up dying of heartbreak & I would probably overdose on the drugs.

In this line, I was talking about two things. There was this one girl at the time of this song who completely changed my life, but I also mean the line towards setting my eyes on “the dream”.

I remember back in middle school, I never once thought I would be that type of person. Those kids were the onces who kinda bullied me, so becoming one in a way just brought this shame of my designer style and a few nights of pain.

Maybe it’s because i’m growing up, or just how the rapper lifestyle is, but I definitely became a designer drug and brand name clothes type of person.

Everything in life really did start changing, when I could see without my vision. Day Dreaming a lot about who you could be is a really life changing thing.

People were asking me if this had any deeper meaning. Nah, Berg is still my name.. just thought i’d throw it out there.

I’m probably dumb to most people because I won’t follow the rules in life

A lot of people have been hitting me up lately who normally wouldn’t, asking me how i am, what’s going on, & we should chill.

coming up as a rapper i really have not dealt with any stress like i am now. but it’s now clear to me that the reason i’m having this much random sex is just to kill my pain and forget my problems.