His life is being constantly flooded with negativity, and he fears every call is going to be another tragedy. He can’t mentally bare another tragedy in his life at this point.

He is finding it harder everyday to function sober, he truly feels he needs to be in an intoxicated state to drown all his pains of being betrayed by people he thought had a mutual love back for him, to only cross him.

In the back of his head he’s reliving fowl moments of seeing his friends and families deceased bodies, and all the things wrong he did in his life that lead up to his pending court cases. He’s smoking a blunt to try to banish all these unwanted thoughts.

He can’t control or trust his violent actions committed with his hands, basically stating if he can’t trust himself why should he trust you?

The murderer of Booda thought he was sly, and incognito enough to get away with the killing unscathed. The cards didn’t fall in his favor though and BETRAYL retaliated.

He knows that eventually when he dies all his memories and pains will die with him so he shouldn’t stress what he can’t control, though a hard feat.

The detectives (D’s) are trying to gain enough evidence on him for his criminal activities to send him away. One of the methods is cameras and voice recorders, which may be potentially wore by “friends” of his. Hence electronic eyes.

Throughout all the constant deaths in his life, every time one of his friends or family members dies his heart gets calloused a little more.

The pain over the loss of his friend is so mentally draining he doesn’t even know how he can continue on with daily agendas, let alone get out of bed.

He is setting a foreground for his powerful lyrics in the two verses to come. Implying that the listener should really take heed to the words he says, for they contain not only wisdom, but his current pain over the loss of his life long friend Booda, allowing the listener to have things put in perspective.