Viewing God as a woman, it just seems so outlandish to me that a man would die for me, but thinking of all the relationships that I had with women, it seems way more likely that one of them would do that. And maybe that’s terrible to say. I don’t know if that’s terrible or if that’s great, but it just seems like, in terms of how I’ve been loved by people in the past, this just seems more likely. More of a reality for myself at least, and that’s not even just as a partner kind of way, but even the women in my actual life, you know, grandma, mom. This is the kind of relationship we have where I feel that way about them.
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