Cheating requires a certain level of being dedicated to deceiving, in this case attempting to publicly make it look like they don’t know each other even when obviously they do. Ghost like St. Patrick refers to Ghost from Power. Season 6 started this week.

He sees this guys winning and dining her but she is still entertaining other men who flirt with her. So he believes that none of those designer bags or fancy things really can keep her. He has already decided how this affair is going to go, it’s going to be a secret and he plans on stringing her along.

Jay-Z 99 problems reference with the loud as a motorbike line. When I heard this track from The Cratez I instantly started dancing it just put me in the smoothest vibe so the whole delivery is like an overly cocky guy talking shit about her man who is…an overly cocky guy. He assumes he is better than him and her man must be weak.

This is for the grown and sexy woman who knows what she wants but also for the men who believe they can give it to her.

This is a Playas anthem, but I envision it being smooth as can be for the 35 and up crowd who knows how to 2 step

He finds out Jason has been shot at a club and likely will die as a result of his injuries. This pushes him over the edge and he can’t take anymore so he commits suicide. We learn that at the beginning of this verse he left a voice mail to apologize for not being in Jason’s life and for Jason being killed.
The audio on the song is real audio from the IDOC collect call system. It was from the last phone call my dad made before he got release from prison on March 1, 2019. This album was the first time he was in the studio with me as I recorded a song. He was blown away.

If you have been to prison or jail or visited someone there you know that they don’t have shoe strings in thier shoes. They have velcro straps, flip flops, or crocs. But this wasn’t always the case. In the 80’s and mid 90' I was able to get a polaroid photo with my dad who wore jeans and regular gym shoes. We also used to have picnics periodically. Now you’d be lucky if they get to go to the restroom during your visit.

Again I wanted to make this very much an emotional roller coaster. While writing I had Eminem “Stan” in mind and how I felt the first time I heard it and the first time I saw the video. I remember hearing the story of how he heard the original song “Thank You” by Dido and turned that into the hook and made it a very different kind of song. He builds up towards a climax with the melancholy hook in the middle of these crazy verses. It made it him a legend.