I don't wanna Drake em'
Cause I feel so close but I'm so-far-gone
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

As stated before he feels distant from family and friends he’s wrapped into himself he’s so far gone , but he doesn’t want to be but at the same time he’s on top of the world , so going home would mean coming down from his high horse

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My fam hit me all the time like when you coming here
When are you coming home
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

He feels distant and alone although people are worried about him , he likes the attention but he’s to lost in himself that he doesn’t respond and rather have them worry about him

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They say the closes to death is when you sleeping
(But)
The only time I feel alive is when I'm dreaming
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

Supposedly the closes you come to death is when you’re sleeping other than dying, but ironically this is the only time DRC feels alive is when he’s sleeping

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Life's a season finale, I hope it ends well Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

Life is the it, YOLO , when that movie flashes before your eyes just hope its a good playback

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I've seen darker night, so I won't Christian Bale Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

He’s been through worse than this, so he won’t bail(bale) on any situation just because a woman has hurt him

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The pain I persevere
Words try not to hear
And all the lies I tend-to-see call me a volunteer
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

Pain is nothing in a nightmare/dream you don’t feel it, and all the words ‘'critics,hate’‘ does not phase DRC at all and a play on the University of Tennessee here…DRC tends to see all lies told to him

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The wild thing is I feel like I ain't fucked enough
Pierce Bronson flow this world just ain't enough
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

DRC cannot quench his thirst for women, even though he’s had plenty he feels as if he hasn’t fucked enough, enough to say that the world isn’t plenty enough for his taste of women

Pierce Bronson stars in 007 ‘'World Is Not Enough’'

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And I'm just a freshman in this game so I'm only fucking up Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

double entendre here as being a freshman you are expected to fuck up you’re new to everything, as D.R.C is new to the game

and also

D.R.C is also stating that he is young and married women tend to be older, so he’s only fucking up, he’s a freshman, upperclasswomen are his preference i.e freshman guys love to date sophomores, juniors , seniors ….you’re thought of highly in those regards

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But I don't give a fuck
Cause she don't give a fuck
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

No Fucks where given from either party in what was taken place

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And I just hyped myself to talk to my ex's cousin
And the crazy thing is the fucking bitch got a husband
Beautiful Nightmares by D.R.C (Ft. Jacob Yeezy) 24

Feeding off the verse before, he doesn’t like the ‘'new him’‘ that he’s becoming and the new him is boastful even as far as going to talk to his ex’s cousin; and to find out the woman has a husband makes it more pleasurable

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