Tyler’s hero is Pharrell Williams of N.E.R.D., so that’s probably who this refers to. After Tyler tells the world that he hates himself, his hero phones him up, which makes him hate his life a whole lot less
Another take: Pharrell calling makes him doubt the legitimacy of his suicidal thoughts and hatred of his own life. He doesn’t feel better, he just wonders if he’s allowed to feel bad.
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