Also, in the background of the beat their is a voice saying “Whichitaaaa” for people that may be confused by this
i think he is saying “ but i don’t give a fuck or even listen like schindler”
This whole song was about taking what everybody has in the rap game, and making it his own
I kind of took it that way too a little. i forgot to add that i think had this line been about his father he would hold a gun to his head, but he will never get the chance to.
He explains that this song is about his struggle about pondering suicide. these few lines are about him hiding what is on the inside “But its dark all inside him”