He’s trying to explain his actions but his girlfriend is so upset she can’t hear what he’s saying. Although he understands what he’s been doing is wrong he still uses his profession as an excuse for his cheating.
Alphalpha is a character from “Little Rascals” he was a ladies man much to the dismay of his friends who thought girls had cooties.
He’s an asshole because he’s ruining a relationship with a girl who’s really there for him.
It’s easy to find girls when you’re a rapper.
At this stage in his life it’s hard for their relationship to work but maybe in the future at the right time they can meet again.
She wants to love him but he’s making it impossible.
Many believe that there’s a soul mate for everyone. Childish was probably skeptical of this until he met this girl and realized that maybe there is someone out there for him.
Dim the lights can represent falling in love with someone. Closing your eyes and allowing yourself to be in love.
She thinks that he’s only writing her because he’s drunk but in reality the alcohol is what enabled him to be able to tell her how he really feels.
She met a gangster who used here naivety to sell her a dream and she was blind to it.