How we go from thoughts of marriage
Thoughts of me copping karats
Talks of what we'd name her while shopping for a carriage
Dreamerz by Joe Budden (Ft. Emanny)

These lines detail the heights of their relationship when everything was good, before the break up. Apparently he contemplated proposing to Esther

The third line is referring to what they would name their baby before she had a miscarriage.

Budden references this in Ordinary Love Shit Part 3: Closure and makes it known he would have chosen the name Aspen for his daughter.

“I lost my unborn daughter when we fought
I’m thinking I killed Aspen!”

R.I.P Aspen

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Then add the soul of my slain daughter Dreamerz by Joe Budden (Ft. Emanny)

Esther was pregnant with Joe’s child but lost the unborn baby to via miscarriage

The baby also got a mention in Ordinary Love Part 3 Closure:

You gave me identical twins
But then you lost it
Honestly that murked my soul

and

I lost my unborn daughter when we fought
I’m thinking I killed Aspen!

as well as in The Hard Part:

Can’t communicate with the woman bearing my child right
We both lost it, shit was a wild night
Unfortunately we didn’t go down without a fight

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Add that with restraining orders Dreamerz by Joe Budden (Ft. Emanny)

Esther filed for a restraining order after claiming domestic violence from Joe

Joe mentions the restraining order in Ordinary Love Part 3 Closure as well:

Filed a restraining order so she couldn’t come near me

I guess it really got to him..

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Cause we ain't break up, more like broke down Dreamerz by Joe Budden (Ft. Emanny)

The song details Joe’s break up with former girlfriend Esther Baxter.

He’s pointing out the irony in a failed relationship being called a break up, when in his case, he and Esther broke each other down before it was all over.

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More ci smoke and more cancer Dreamerz by Joe Budden (Ft. Emanny)

Ci smoke = cigarette smoke. Joe has smoked for a while despite claiming he tries to quit often

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[Hook: Scott Stapp & Mark Tremonti] 1000 Faces by Joe Budden

The hook contains a sample from the Creed song of the same name. Stapp is the lead vocalist, Tremonti is the background vocalist/guitar player for the band.

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I bared my all When It All Implodes by Joe Budden

He poured out all his thoughts and feelings on his last track, Ordinary Love Shit part 3, detailing his break up with Esther Baxter

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They say the world’s coming to an end, homie I don’t care When It All Implodes by Joe Budden

There’s been a lot of talk lately that Jesus is coming back to Earth and the world is going to end on May 21, 2011. Obviously, Joey doesn’t buy the bullshit, but we’ll know for sure shortly.

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That ain't the picture I paint
And if I did it’d be stained
When It All Implodes by Joe Budden

The image that Joey displays of himself (on blogs, twitter, songs) is who he really is. If he was trying to be someone else, that picture would be stained by lies and people would be able spot the fakeness.

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Too many ways to attain wealth
Fuck a poor economy, blame yourself
When It All Implodes by Joe Budden

Quit blaming the economy for your financial struggles. Get off your ass and do something about it.

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