I’m questioning myself, because I’ve been taking L’s since the age of six. Losing all I have is never enough, and now I’m losing myself because I cut myself one last time so I would never forget it. I don’t know why, but the though of how deep that last cut was always gets the adrenaline pumping.

This song is about my dysfunctional family. The lies that I was fed, the violence, and lack of parenting.

This was more of an interlude to be honest. It’s just me going through old messages from my two best friends. Check it:

Amjad was this Arabian dude I had known since middle school. Dude was probably the second smart dude I’ve ever met. For real, he always knew what was about to happen whenever I wasn’t alert.

Around late 2011-early 2012 My best friend and another chick got into a fight over some rumors she was spreading about my best friend. I told her to just chill out, but they still ended up fighting, and after that, we didn’t talk much, like she was shunning me or something.

Judging by these lines, I’m not a people person. Imagine being surrounded by people who accept you the more ignorant you are. Most of them didn’t even care about passing, and this was the school I was being sent to -__-

“Who really wants to be forced to attend school before school even starts? I can easily learn my way around a school without having to talk to people, especially if it was smaller than my middle school. I learned that school in less than a week.”

A little wrestling wordplay

A lot of people (including myself) don’t believe in the “American Dream” that’s described in movies by bank robbers and such. Therefor, the only American Dream left would be Dusty Rhodes, a former WWF superstar.

More word play: rhodes/roads

I’m not sure if there’s actual gold dust blowing in the wind, but I thought it’d be kind of dope to include Dusty’s son Dustin, aka Goldust, who’s currently tag team champions with his brother Cody, who unfortunately didn’t fit, haha.

I remember at one point where a lot people were/still are blaming rap music for the violence that was occurring as if horror movies or other genres of music don’t influence people. I think those claims were ridiculous.

A lot of kids from my generation are blinded by materialism, as if having the latest fashion will matter when we die. Or listening to music that doesn’t influences them to drink or go crazy.

Double meaning with the word snap.

1. Snap can be used to describe some one that has lost their mind.

2. Someone was actually snapping their fingers to some feel-good music, leading to something else that shouldn’t have happened.