But despite all the wrong & struggles in my life.. It’s not that bad nor could materialistic make it better

Smoking cigarettes to relieve the stress

instead of having to drink to forget the pain.. I’m hoping the rain will drown me.

I’m not like everyone else who cares about riches & materialistic items. I care more for the smaller things in life; i.e. a good friend

A play off of the previous line..

Not only are kids/people nowadays more technologically driven, but also driven by material items.

I’m stating even though I don’t own a nice Nike shoe, I still smile.

Nowadays everyone is technologically driven. I hope to help the kids stray away from that & give them a childhood. (More specifically; my future children)

I don’t dwell In the past too often. I’m more worried about my present & future. I wan’t to make a big impact in the world & be able to give back to humanity & give a helping hand to those in need.

No longer do I have to turn to smoking weed when I’m feeling like I can’t succeed or feeling stressed.

Turned to writing out all the lows in return to relieve stress.

Every time I hit a low in my life, envision something greater. But then I hit another low & forget about it.