Now I’m thinking near future.. A better life…
I want the shows, being on stage, getting paid, the restless females… But then I snap back to reality.

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Growing up my parents were very lenient & most of the time I felt as though I had to play the father role for myself.

My father & I are very much alike in many ways. So when I stood in front of mirrors I saw him.

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I felt like I used to put on a front to seem cool to the “cool kids”. By skipping class, smoking weed & pretending like it was what I was about.

But I also wasn’t a fan of school, so I was a fool in that sense as well.

I now realize I wish I could have done it all different.

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I have no friends.. Just Flamingosis

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Me, myself & I.

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my minds not only in another world getting out ahead.. But out of my head.

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I considered my friends grimy slugs.. so I killed them off with salt.

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my minds an abyss for problematic thoughts.

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only put effort into getting pussy.

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At a young age I decided I wouldn’t try my hardest with anything.

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