She wasn’t attracted, per say, but she did feel a strong connection. It was almost as if she had seen him before.. Like she knew him in her past life.. Really weird..

Older man approaches her in the club with a gun on his waist and pockets full of money… Right up her alley..

She walks in the club looking for love and affection.. She was molested 4 years earlier so her vision of love is off… Drugs and sex is how she found “love”…

So one night she hits the club with her moms i.d. She looks older for her age and her mom is only 32 which is fairly young, so it works out perfect.

One affect of not having her father in her life was that she was attracted to older men. Not only older men, but men in the streets. The streets claimed her father so part of her feels that thug will in someway lead her closer to the elements of her father. Unfortunately, most thugs are “married to the game” so love is not what they are looking for.. Only lust. So her hustle was sex. She basically had sex with these different men and got paid. That was her grind..

She grew up in a small town, so when they moved to the big city she was blown away..

She developed physically very early…

But with no father in the home and momma always working or in the streets, the young girl goes to older men to get the affection she is lacking from home base.

Her mom is trying the best she can to raise her children by herself but it’s hard. Especially when she suffers from the same fatherless upbringing as her children have and the residual affects from it. It’s a vicious cycle! She hustle anyway she can to make that paper..

Her dad chose the streets over fatherhood and abandoned her and her mother before she was born. She lacked that affection that a father is suppose to bestow upon his little girl..