But now, with my new lifestyle, I welcome the change, even physically with the leaves changing. Accepting myself rather than trying to escape reality has helped me grow as a person, and it was a lesson I had to learn myself.

My mind body and spirit are at ease with the change of the seasons now, before I wasn’t a fan of cold weather cause I associated more introverted thoughts to it, and I wasn’t really looking to be in my mind at the time…. it tended to get the best of me

What was once a day at the beach has just become bonfires at night, and I see nothing wrong with that.

Now that it’s getting colder, things really aren’t changing much, just transitioning and adapting

I’m just enjoying the times I’m having, looking up and the stars and back at the fire of whatever I want to be looking at, a blunt, a bonfire, a fireplace, whatever is comforting me at that moment

I still have some questions in life, but I’m not desperately searching for the answers to everything like I once was

It’s a crazy feeling to be this content, and I’m welcoming a new state of mind in a familiar place…. but this is who I am now so I never worry, I’m just now living free.

And for now, my life is good, I don’t have plans of going under anytime soon since the things I once held in are gone.
Lately I feel like the world is just in my hand, and I can choose where I wanna go in it with the route I’m taking in life

It took me 20 years to really feel content with my life and the people in it, I’m hoping I don’t lose anymore

I’m glad I’m past those problems, but sometimes watching what goes on in this world is like watching a drama on that channel LifeTime