As these problems came about in his life, he began to fear death and salvation after death. When asking his mom about it, though, his mom was upset that he had lost some of his faith and told him not to ask those questions again.
He still had a loss of faith, just “inverted his conscience” and kept all of his thoughts to himself.
He “reworded a third of what he had not yet been answered,” meaning instead of asking IS GOD THERE?, he reworded those three words to be GOD IS THERE. Symbolically, hushing his questioning conscience