I was confused, I had to prove I wasn't fucked from the jump

from Angel Haze – Cleaning Out My Closet Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

She was confused on how to actually react and what to do after the abuse was over, she had to prove that she wasn’t completely “fucked up” again both literally and figuratively.

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