That mean losing friends and family at a teenage
In an earlier line in this song, he says;
I lost my Dad, my twin brother, my closet Granny
All of those are family members; and connecting it with this line, it seems they might have all passed away when he was 13-18 years old, a teenage.
It’s very hard to lose close people regardless of age, but losing people at a teenage is probably the hardest.
He also states he’s lost friends to death as well, that might be from gang violence, as well as his family members as well, could have been lost from gang violence… although I am sure is grandma was just of old age.
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