Girl I wanted to cry
But I made it look easy (it ain’t easy)
To hold it in and save face

from Frank Ocean – Hardest Thing Lyrics on Rap Genius

He wanted to cry but he was able to put on a front and make it seem like everything was okay and he doesn’t need her.

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