Til I made that and realized that one was already there
Joe wanted to rekindle his relationship with Tahiry, but she ended up saying some hurtful things to him. In the freestyle “No Church In The Wild” he refers to a conversation with Tahiry (that he uploaded to his YouTube account for those interested) in which Tahiry basically told Joe that she was miserable with him for the 5 years they were together:
“Had a talk with my ex who knew for certain I was bugged/
So I let the door slam feelin’ worse then I was/
She said all I ever made her feel was hurt and disgust/
Which in turn hurt cause that was my version of love/”
As of late, Joe seems to have a new girl and this line seems to insenuate that it was a female who he’d already been around him for a while but that he’d not realized was good enough for him.
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