Chorus:

Ill ride, now she’s chosen to leave
And ill strive, so I don’t notice the grief
And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats
This is my fury for the lost open to see

And Ill ride, these emotions are deep
And ill strive, till they noticing me
And ill grind, now she’s chosen to leave
This is my fury for the lost open to see

Verse 1:

Some think life is simple for a reverend
They can never see the devils that I'm wrestlin'
God forgive me for I have sinned
I did it all for this fast life that I live
The good die young I've buried many Lost souls
Seen many loved ones die still tryna' reach goals
I pray to GOD to see those better days
A straight road is not a choice I lost sight in a maze
With no love and no true support
I still reminisce clearly of the court getting my divorce
They think my life will get better but I only can see it getting worse
It's like a curse I swear to god I feel like I want to burst
I feel hurt all I see is fake pieces of shit with my own eyes
Lies and demons in disguise just praying I would die
Dear GOD Why?
I'm just sittin' here praying for the misery to fly by
Wounded heart like I was shot dead in a drive by
I can't sleep at night eyes half closed
Imagine yourself on a empty road
No where to go sittin' alone
Body tired and worn depressed at home
I'm fighting demons in a bloodbath of ghosts
Failed suicide attempts please give me more rope
My life is full of broken promises and empty dreams
No one can hear me scream

Chorus:

Ill ride, now she’s chosen to leave
And ill strive, so I don’t notice the grief
And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats
This is my fury for the lost open to see

And Ill ride, these emotions are deep
And ill strive, till they noticing me
And ill grind, now she’s chosen to leave
This is my fury for the lost open to see

Verse 2:

Imagine being betrayed
Imagine being played
What if you fell deep into the game
A person took your heart and burned it like a flame?
Can you relate?
Imagine you never made a mistake?
Then all the love fades and turns into hate
You tried to fix it but it's too late
Can you relate?
You ask GOD what have I done?
Then you remember the key to patience would be to wait
But you come to realize there was no love and no faith
There was no destiny the years you spent were all fake
So all what you've gained was to see your heartbreak
I feel like I can never see the light
Surrounded in darkness nothing seems to go right
I know many people that take life as a Big Joke
Sniffin' coke, sellin' dope on the microphone I make em take notes
I believe I was destined to free minds with the rhymes that I wrote
Wisdom is free anyone can be wise even if your broke
But remember this game has no love you'll end up loosing hope
The visions can disappear even with a telescope
I try to burn the memories but I still choke by the smoke
The truth feels sick and gross knowing we had big chance to elope
I want to end the pain I want to slit my throat!

Chorus:

Ill ride, now she’s chosen to leave
And ill strive, so I don’t notice the grief
And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats
This is my fury for the lost open to see

And Ill ride, these emotions are deep
And ill strive, till they noticing me
And ill grind, now she’s chosen to leave
This is my fury for the lost open to see

Verse 3:

I come to the booth to spit some truth
But end up swallowing it, in the lyrics is the proof
I think deep, deeper than what you've thought of me
I put all the atrocity I been through in a lyrical harmony
You made a big mistake the day that you started doubting me
I tried to play this logically but you wouldn't confide in me
The only thing I have now is this rage built inside of ME!!!

Chorus:

Ill ride, now she’s chosen to leave
And ill strive, so I don’t notice the grief
And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats
This is my fury for the lost open to see

And Ill ride, these emotions are deep
And ill strive, till they noticing me
And ill grind, now she’s chosen to leave
This is my fury for the lost open to see