And I ain't ready
Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy
An other way of saying he has reached a point of success having other people envy him, hence “ridin' around heavy”, which could lead to his death.
Could also mean that he’s carrying heavy guns for protection in case someone tries to murder him.
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