If you feel you don't wanna be alive
You feel just how I am

from Lupe Fiasco (Ft. MDMA) – Beautiful Lasers (2 Ways) Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Lupe discussed his contemplation of suicide in interviews (hopefully he’ll never actually pull the trigger..)

The way Lupe says “alive” here, it almost sounds like “a lie.” Saying “if you feel you don’t wanna be a lie,” fits with Lupe’s dilemma with Atlantic Records.

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