I'm afraid I'm going to blow it
Earl built up a lot of hype with his debut mixtape, Earl, so there is a lot of pressure on him to do well this time around. He’s afraid that he will not live up to expectations and that he will blow the modicum of hype he had. This is why his priorities are fucked up — why he’s trying to “get this fuckin' album crackin” instead of seeing his dying grandmother.
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