And it's nobody's fault I made the decisions I made
This is the life I chose, or rather, the life that chose me
He doesn’t blame anyone for the conditions which lead to his thug life, he owns his life decisions but it’s also true to that he was forced to take a certain path due to the situation he was born in.
I just play the hand I’m dealt, I can’t say I’ve never knelt
Before God and asked for better cards at times to no avail
But I never sat back feelin sorry for myself
If you don’t give me heaven I’ll raise hell
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