My jihad is up to me, strugglin' with the lies caused me to be free
As explained earlier. The word “jihad” is an Arabic word which literally translates into “struggle” and is is most commonly used in reference to a spiritual struggle.
Abu Nurah is saying that his spiritual struggle of dealing with all the lies (from media, society, etc) caused him to be truly free!
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