Life is parallel to Hell but I must maintain
There are different ways to interpret what “parallel” does here, but the best explanation is that Nas is using parallel to mean “roughly analogous” — that is, he must “maintain” even though life on the streets of Queens is so trying and violent as to border on the demonic.
Still from Jacob’s Ladder (1990)
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