I'm watching life as a spectator

from Vinnie Paz (Ft. Yes Alexander) – Is Happiness Just a Word? Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Depersonalization disorder symptoms include:

Continuous or recurring feelings that you’re an outside observer of your thoughts, your body or parts of your body
Numbing of your senses or responses to the world around you
Feeling like a robot or feeling like you’re living in a dream or in a movie

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Feeling like you are observing yourself from above, as if you were floating in the air

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/depersonalization/DS01149/DSECTION=symptoms

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