It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature

from Vinnie Paz (Ft. Yes Alexander) – Is Happiness Just a Word? Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

It is not Vinnie’s normal self or way, to go ruthlessly against anything that comes at him in nature, or actually defy nature itself.

In American society, we have grown accustomed to testing and tampering with nature and other worlds which he does not agree with and cannot be a part of. This justifies his depersonalized personality.

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